Ok so its been a couple of months since I updated. First off Mikey and I broke up. Its ok though cause we are still really close friends. He still means a lot to me. I'm with Rees now. He is a really awesome guy. Just recently my uncle Aahz died. April 11, 2007 will be a day I will never forget or like. I love my uncle so much. His death has effected me a lot. School sucks except for the fact that I see Rees. Jonny started talking to me again. But now he really isn't. He got mad cause I started going out with Rees. Things with Jonny and I wouldn't work out anyways. He won't get to see me very often. He has no car, and he lives on the other side of Irving. Rees has a car and he can come see me whenever. I've liked Rees since last year. Mikey seems to be happy for me. He is with my friend Ninna now. His birthday was May 2.. He turned 19. In two years we will be throwing one HUGE party for him. The big 21 is coming up for him. I have 3 months and 30 days till I turn 17. Rees turns 18 on the 16th. My brother is back in jail. He will be out soon though. I think. My mom and dad are getting divorced. Since January I have moved 3 different times. I moved from a hotel with my mom, to an apartment with my mom, to my dad's apartment.My dad has a girlfriend and they are planning on getting married in a year. Its good I guess. On Tuesday my friend Destini died. Her step father killed her to get back at her mom. Pretty fucked up. That's really about it. More later..

~Mariah~

Wow its been forever since I have wrote on here. Its been over a year I think. Anyways lets up date you. My life right now is pretty great. Rolly and I will probably never be together again but that is ok because I have someone else. Andy Reno got married. It sucks but I will get over it. He is also going to be a father which is good. I know he would be a great dad. I have been through alot. My parents are getting a divorce. I live with my mom for now. Hopefully I don't have to go live with my dad. I like it here. School this year sucks alot. I can't stay focused on it like I used to be able to. My friends are still amazing. Lizzie and I have finally settled things and we are kind of friends again. We aren't like best friends but we are friends which is great. I am not talking to Savannah because she is starting alot of bullshit and just wants me to hate her. She has started alot of drama in my life. Heather and Zelly still are my bestest friends ever! I  haven't talked to Ray in a long time. I think next time he is in town he should come visit me. I miss that boy. I have a new best guy friend, his name is Ron. He has been there for me when no one else has. He has done alot for me and he means alot to me. I will be there for him forever. RJ and I finally found each other again. I love that kid. He means the world to me. He is like my brother. He would do anything for me and I would do anything for him. We have been friends for almost 13 years. Things did get weird between us right after we broke up. Then he moved and I didn't talk to him for 4 years but now its just like old times. That boy is the only boy in the whole world besides my little brother that I would die for. That's how much I love him. He will probably never know that though. I would put up with all his shit. I know a different RJ then everyone else knows. I know the RJ that isn't always in trouble. I also have a wonderful and amazing boyfriend, his name is Mikey. He makes me smile which is something only my little brother, my dad, and RJ can do. Many people don't get to see my real smile. That's one thing I can't hide from him. He writes me poetry. No one has ever done that. He bought me flowers for Valentine's Day. He stayed with me for almost 11 hours the other night because I am really sick. That's about everything that has happen. Oh yea I am going to the hospital today which is going to suck. I'll try to update this more often. Byes

  ily

Mariah

I EFFING HATE RYAN JARRETT!!!

Lets see. My spring break was fun. The friday we got out ya'll already no wut happened. Then Saturday and Sunday I stayed home. Monday went to the mall with some friends, Tuesday went to the mall then Zelly picked me up.I stayed over there till Sunday. Then this week was boring. I hung out with some friends thats it. O and school.Right now I am talking to my friend Angel. I'll update if anything exciting happens. Bye

Muah

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Hey

Yesterday I think was the best day EVER! I didn't go to school cus I missed the bus. So I watched my baby cousin till 2 then went up to Sam. Saw Rolly there and Cody and we went swimming with them. I didnt want to get in the pool cus I had jeans on but Cody and my little brother threw me in. Then we went to a different pool and Rolly threw me in and everytime I got out he would throw me bk in. So I like froze in the pool for like 2 hours. Then he decided he wanted to play colors and I had to guess the color. And every1 who knows me knows I suck at that game so like he kept dunking me and Cody was over there saying "FUCK HER" and shit like that. Then he let me out of the pool and he was all like sit on the chair or I'll throw u bk in. I was like NO. And so he threw me bk in so I got out and sat. Then we were going to leave but I said I couldnt stand cus Rolly told me not to. Then he was like stand. And I was like no. And then we left. Then I saw a Rent Me sign and I wanted it. Rolly was like how much a night and how long do u last. Yea then we went home. Man it was fun. I going to go email Cody to ask him something.

Bye

x3Mariahx3